Is my will power breaking?

Things keep adding on every now and then and the schedule is getting so hectic. I, most of the times, am busy. From finishing my assignments to preparing for the onslaught of the numerous exams. Finding time for writing this blog, reading the incomplete novels on the table, spending time with family is now depriving me from my sleep. I feel that no one ever tries to understands me, leave alone even the possibility of understanding the depth of where my mind finds solace. My work, it feels like, is pleading me to concentrate on them. I can never explain to anyone that my shoulders are getting buried under the responsibilities and are forcing me to give in.
Once, every day, I feel like giving up and just let things flow by me. Leaving all things behind and get lost in the world of dreams seems always an easy way to me. My strength, it feels like, is draining even if I just sit idle for a few moments. I do not know the solution to get away from all these problems and live a day, at least, of peacefulness. I know and perhaps, even understand a bit that millions of people are having problems greater than me to deal with. I am sure that people have of-course worked hard to achieve their goals, probably harder than I am even capable of thinking. But I believe that when there is nothing but hope and will power then there is still a chance of a silver lining. However when there is everything but hope is lost and will power broken, then there is just darkness ahead.
But I am never alone in this darkness (even if it is for sometime) and nor are you. Things always seems harder and every time it feels like this is just the tip of iceberg. However it is not true. Success is not diverging road of pass and fail but rather a single road with passes and failures. The way is never simple and always compels you to come out of your comfort zone. A brave heart and courage to accept fiascos and let-downs. The only thing is never believe that this is the end. Life is a never ending staircase and each turn has a new floor to reveal. Never give up and let your commitment drive you to success.

A new definition of FEAR for me!

Of all the things I am concerned about, my fear for something or the else envelope some part of each aspect on the list. I, myself, wonder sometimes, " Is this my true capability and energy?" as do so many people in this world, who are searching for the answers to understand the elucidation of life. And so often I reach the answer," No, my fear is immobilizing me. It is trying to control my physical and mental strength and ceasing me to explore my abilities." However, I am always reluctant to believe this fact, though the the deepest core of my heart and the cerebrum, in which lies my chasmic connection of the soul and my body, know the truth. Hard it is, to believe that fear, which is so important part of me is binding me to the chains of beliefs and putting restraints to my thoughts. Having pondered upon this thought made a realization in me. Without fear life is incomplete. Maybe huge disadvantages come along with it but the reality remains in the fact that, the attitude you have for analyzing various situations makes all the difference. A circumstance with grave perils which challenges the existence of the very fear on which you have set your mind, may have the simplest solution;  CONFRONT YOUR FEARS. I never say that stop thinking and just give up all your fears to untangle the varying complications. However just running from the problem because you are afraid is not the stance on which you should balance your life. The perception of fear for me will never be the same after I have written this (and finally accepted the gospel of entity). In a simple sentence fear for me is the restraints that both force as well as impede me from doing something IRRATIONAL.